this is Si ka...aaa,

Yes indeed!!! i really miss thailand.

when i was young, me and my friends. we were so crazy about boy bands in usa. for example, backstreetboys, hanson, boyzones, n'sync,etc... and we hoped to see them and send them some presents from thailand. (i tried to send the gift to taylor hanson in Oklahoma). that looked we were crazy, silly, and full, right? coz we were teenage and we studied in the lady school...so we didn't have any boyfriend at that time for three years in secondary school.

but that is my first inspiration to go aboard. look funny ...coz u may think it is the funny reason. however i grow up and i learn more about the life. i study hard in majoring of biotechnology. i like this field and proud of it. but i found out myself...i like to explore the new thing...the experience. i worked and studied hard in the laboratory. i payed attention on my study and the university activities. lots of responsibility ... so i didn't have time to play or hang out.

 i told myself...i want to follow my dream. i like travel, art, ancient, and culture. and i want to prove myself that i can stand by myself in the other country. so i made up my mind to join in the aupair program. that is the good way for me coz my family doesn't have money to support me like the international student. so i have to work like baby sister.

u know...since i was born...i never do any housework. eventhough my mom, she is working woman (actually she is teacher but she works hard). so she never cook or do something like housewife. i wonder myself...can i cook, can i take care the kids, can i stay with house family (coz my english is not well and i'm so shy to talk with others).

finally i could fly. on the day i had to go out from thailand. i couldn't sleep. i tried to tell myself, don't worry. u can do it. but the more i concerned was my parents...everytime when i had to go far away from them...i can touch they concerned me and i tried to pretend nothing happen...i'm so strong 555.

....hmm....i will write it later na ka....can u comment my writing plz. i will approve it.